here we go *again*
I've found myself idly doing the odd scruffy sketch here and there and was surprised I still know how to hold a pen the right way round without violently jabbing it into my eye. The whole thing is like a damn curse...
Either I draw and stick with it or I just let it fade along with my university notes and receipts in my wallet. It's the messing around in drawing-limbo that brings me down. I'm pretty sure my muse died a long long time ago and with it any inkling of creativity and inspiration that I once *might* have had.
Originally I thought it was some sort of subconscious stress that was preventing me from saying "today I shall draw THIS!" and then actually doing it, trends over the last year would show that as soon as I announce that I will draw anything I will immediately do no such thing. The stressor I thought was being on a temporary contract at work but now I have been made a permanent employee (especially in these high-unemployment days) I figured the coloured crayons would flow.
so, here I go *again*
Either I draw and stick with it or I just let it fade along with my university notes and receipts in my wallet. It's the messing around in drawing-limbo that brings me down. I'm pretty sure my muse died a long long time ago and with it any inkling of creativity and inspiration that I once *might* have had.
Originally I thought it was some sort of subconscious stress that was preventing me from saying "today I shall draw THIS!" and then actually doing it, trends over the last year would show that as soon as I announce that I will draw anything I will immediately do no such thing. The stressor I thought was being on a temporary contract at work but now I have been made a permanent employee (especially in these high-unemployment days) I figured the coloured crayons would flow.
so, here I go *again*
